VERY bad situation please help?!?

They will probably read all the emails and be able to work out what happened. They love you, and they know you love them. You are very upset just now, which makes it difficult to think straight, but they will see the emails clearly, and it wont be difficult for them to see that you said something that could be misunderstood, and then got upset and spent a lot of time trying to sort it out and make it obvious how much you love them. I am quite certain that it will be much clearer to them than you think, your panic is exaggerating the problem in your mind. Take some time to calm down, breathe, go for a walk, have a glass of water, then write another email, calmly, headed "most important" or something like that, and explain what happened, again. I'm sure when they see all the emails explaining and apologising, it will be very obvious to them what happened, so dont worry. They do know that you love them.